confession ; blogging ! ngeeee XD

every now and then i always get this hesitant bittersweet like feeling when i'm writing down a blog entry.it's like i'm sort of baring my soul but keeping it all pen up.like i'm setting my thoughts free only to box them in and compartmentalize them.i dunno just a thought.and it's weird when people read about your life but dont know who you are.and i think thats where the beauty of it lies,that often the gift of anonymity removes all sorts of biases and partialities (is there such a word?) haha ! XD

its enables the reader to see you (or in this case, me) XD

in different perspectives.and i utterly respect the wealth of views, thoughts, comments, opinions that i get.it can be such an eye opener.thanks !!

*whoaa ! i think this is the first time ever i wrote in english with no such thing like grammar mistake !! i wish ! haha! XD
and the word abit "big" for me, owh thnks to "oxford fajar dictionary" btw!!! yeaah! XD
its help hell yeah alot !! hehe

ohoi....

SAGIT​TARIU​S
(​​11/​​22 - 12/​​21)​​
Spont​aneou​s.​​ High appea​l.​​ Rare to find.​​ Great​ when found​.​​ Loves​ being​ in long-​​term relat​ionsh​ips.​​ So much love to give.​​ Not one to mess with.​​ Very prett​y(not really).​​ Very roman​tic.​​ Nice to every​one they meet.​​ Their​ Love is one of a kind.



xoxo

my wrongdoing and my tears!

Today,it remind me a situation in past of my life,it happens when i was at college, my lecturer was asking on me the question“Fara, did you ever done a big sin ever in your life?” At that time, I was remained my s*x things that i do before. I felt so guilty for what I have done. However, the done cannot be undone as I was hoping for and I just said to her“yeah, I am a big sinner and I am done some big sin before”. Then, I am full in tears but nobody knew about all my tears. I am sad for what I have done.

THE END.

i'm sorry baba ;'(

i promised to be good after this ..

ily !!

ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ilysfdm!

ohh goshh, ily sooooo!

and i'm gonna missing you!

tke cre and keep on missing me okay!

b l o g s p o t

May I praise my own blog ? haha yeahhh I knew that my blog is so simple kan kan kan but its sedapkan mata org :) hahahahaha and from now on I will keep on blogging haha

ape aku mrepek doh . gahhhhh , bosan

i am what i am

life!!i penat...penat sgt nak face everyday..i am so happy to be me ,so positif about life n happy wit friends..gf’s,but...sumtimes the way we act or talk,or smile,or laugh.. or feelings..sumtimes kita sendri xmampu nak control.. "the consequences of my action may left scars to other..." ..so kesimpulanya..maybe benda yang kita buat betul,n maybe salah..redha je apa yg nak terjadi..

xoxo

what people might know about me

hello fellas

once again i got nothing to do so i decided to write a new episode of my blog. *clap2! :)

ahah, based from the title of this blog, i think i should describe some more bout my entire behaviorism which is so complicated and sometimes cannot be understood by some people.(new people especially).

what people might not know about me is:

1. when i dont answer calls or reply smsES.
-im really2 busy.
-i dont have time to spend for a nice LONG conversation.(one of the reasons why i dislike having long conversation on telephone is, i always get stuck because i dont know what to talk about.)
-i think im bored of u because u always keep calling me non-stop. i have my own life to handle. once in a while ok la. :)
-im not in my mood. :(

2. i can be angry if someone borrowed something from me, and then they did not put it back at the correct place. because i know the ending of it. -MISSING. BROKEN. CANNOT BE USE ANYMORE.

3. i'm sensitive when it comes to people that i love. even though it is because of a small tiny thing, it will turns to a big hurricane sometimes. if this happen, it is best to leave me alone for a while so i can think more wisely. but believe me, it only take a few blows then ill be ok. moreover, this feeling always happen sometimes in "one particular time" every month. hormon x stabil emosi terganggu. haha.
like now. heh.

4. when i feel down or what, i really need someone to share with..
and i'm glad if the person is you... MUHAMMAD ZULHAFIZ B ZULKEFLE


thats all for today.
thank you class for reading.
any grammatical error, please ignore.
ill add if i have some more to talk. and for u to read i guess.
hehe.
have a nice day.

heart THEM so much <33

baba + mama + ayieQ + ekin + kimiE <33>
i love my family so much..
its been a long time i didnt see them,
cant wait to be back....
miss u all damn much ;*

xoxo

friendship = love

I wish that everyone in this world who have a small part of their love being shared with friends. The fraction though it is small, it plays an important role to keep the circle of friendship lasts a little bit longer than it should be.. though it wont be forever..

One would seek around the globe to find it's true LOVE not knowing that LOVE could be just within his reach. Look around us, there could be hidden love in someone's eyes or even in someone's gentle touch of friendship..

just wanna fill up the empty space :)

first of all, im kinda bored now so i think this is the best time to write something here cos i dont really like some space left empty. like this. hohoho.

well, this is a blog so i think i should fill it with something about me,
of cos it is not about u, or u. hey, im talkin to u.haha
the name is farah or also best known as farah dalila when i was one of the culprit in school. aha, now ull get an idea from which category of person i am.
(haha, well im not so THAT bad).
i dont really take anything serious about what people say about me unless it is really2 true and obvious then ill change.
its suit with my philosophy of life; i am what i am and i like to do everything in my own way.
im decorating myself as i want.
i wear anything which comfort me, i mess my hair because i want it be more thicker,
and i am so rare and unpredictable.(shorten)
yes, im full with rebel.
but, most of the time i am cheerful person. i can be super cheerful if my money still exactly in the same amount eventhough i keep using it to buy anything that i craving for.
im a "blur" type of person because my mind&brain will work together and they will take a long journey and come back to make me understand what people talk about sometimes(with long explaination),
talkactive to everyone SOMETIMES but somehow i always nervous during presentation (lack of self confidence),
i like to try everything because my sense of curiosity drives me to want to know more about something like...
well, do i have to mention everything here?
nay. thats all.

thanks mama, baba, my dear siblings, my sayang ( apish ), my lover, my friends.
i wont be this tough without all of you.
(im winning an award or what?)
hahahah...cant sleep la weh..
merepek ;]

dia yg ku syg

you : sayang

"Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, falling in love with you was beyond my control"

<33>

its all bout what i feel rite now

Falling in love has defined who I am today, as a person,
as a lover and as a friend. I will be there for you through the good times as well as the bad. As long as you do the same for me, I will stand by your side, with your hand in mine to push you along your way. Knowing I am loved puts a smile on my face. Being in love gives me butterflies, it gives me joy and it gives me hope. I have hope for my future, something I never had before. I am kinder to people, and I care more about people than I ever have. Any rumor you hear about me is not true, and when you hear one you need to come straight to the source. The things that anyone could say about me cant hurt me, because I am very critical of myself. Anything you have said about me I have said to myself 10 times. If Ive ever said anything rude about you before, I truly am sorry. I hate knowing how badly I have hurt people in the past and I wish I could take all of their pain away. Dont get me wrong, if you hurt me, I will hurt you 10 times worse. If you hurt someone I love, you will never see the light of day again. I am passionate about those that I care about,
and that is something that will never change about me........

r e a d !

1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they
don't like you.
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. If not for you, someone may not be living.
8. You are special and unique.
9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.
10. When you make the
biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most
likely turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.
13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget
about the rude remarks.
14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.
15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.

<3

We were as one
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine
Now you want to be free
So I'll let you fly
Cause I know in my heart
Our love will never die

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Boy don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're ever gonna shake me
Oh darling, cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave boy
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably, you'll be back again
Cause you know in your heart babe
Our love will never end

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Boy don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're ever gonna shake me
Oh darling, cause you'll always be my baby

I know that you'll be back boy
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder
I know that you'll be right back baby
Oh baby believe me it's only a matter of time

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Boy don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're ever gonna shake me
Oh darling, cause you'll always be my baby
TILL THE END OF TIME ♥

........pls update :)

1st of all its been a long time i didnt update my blog..
dunno why,i'm not really interested in making those things..
but i try to make it interested,maybe...hehehe

i try..n try...
lalalalalala..
so check it out!!
:)

LOVE ANGEL MUSIC BABY

i'm sorry for the things that hurting you,
i'm so blinded, talk anythin that i want,
without care bout your feelings..
i swear! i didn't mean it..
please forgive me..

Love is blind, love is unpredictable,
it can hurts feel,heart n your soul,
it can give give happiness and it can broke it toO...
but no matter what happen,
love is everything tahat can make humans realised how much love can do..
more than everything,,

i'm sorrY ;(

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best friends forever [BFF Ouhhh ] ")

miss you guys damn much!!!

If we ever seperate,
It'll have to be certain fate.
No matter what,your my best friend,
As the chant goes'Forever to the end'.
You are my very best friend...
When we fight,
I fight tears.
Not to mention my fears of losing you,
We may grow apart,
And drift away,
But I will always remember you as my best friend forever.
Always,
Like the chant goes,
Forever 'till the end,
You'll always be my best friend

1st time doing blog ;]

oh my 1st time doing blog? ahhh gile stress oh .haha.cos aku memang tak berape minat sgt nak wat bende2 alah nih...because i'm not really in to share2 ngan org nih what i feel rite now ke, n ape2 yg patot di share, i mean thru 'tenet' ni la... sekadar share with family,my besties ke,n close frens..org kate blog ni same la mcm diari tp die visualize n electronical.hahaha.ape2 je la...but since PM KAMEL suroh gak buat n die nak check katenye naik cuti CNY nih, aku pun baru buat la..dibantu oleh kawan2 sejawat (^-^) ............
antara kawan2 sejawat yg kire baikss sgttt yg tolong aku ni : Khai + FaiRuz aka CHOmel (konon) haha.. + afai ChanteK + Yda (saZZy) haha
so, aku amik gak la inisiatif wat gak blog nih...tak la seberape sgt tapi kire basic tuh ade gak la...so aku mintak maap le if ade yg terkureng tuh, faham2 je la..
i kan budak baru blaja...ahaksss (^-^) tapi skrg i rase a bit fun la...wahhhh gitu...hahahahaha



ok then .
xoxo